urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly rawr_its_carly rawr_its_carly 2005-12-31T05:27:28Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:12442 2005-12-31T05:27:28Z 2005-12-31T05:27:28Z the used this vacation has been amazing (:<br />i've been going out like every night<br />and gone shopping and all that good stuff<br /><br />tonight me and jena went to a sheehan<br />hockey game =X lols and hung out withh<br />kell and mel and connor finallyyy (:<br />lol then we went to hald moon with jena<br />and saw ash and sandra, kell picked us up <br />there and we went out to friendlys with like<br />jimmy drew bren kelli and mel, and some<br />other people showed up and we went to see<br />a movie and UHM my head hurts really bad<br />and thats about it.<br /><br />p.s -<br />i saw nat that the hockey game.<br />i love her.<br />i miss her.<br />end of story urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:12240 2005-12-26T05:10:14Z 2005-12-26T05:10:14Z o-town. lmao ;) WOOOOO @ today being christmas (:<br />i woke up and went to my dad's in the morning with my brothers for a few hours and chilled with him and got some presentssss lols and at around 1 i came back to my house and my grandparents were there and i got more presents and then rachele and melissa and my aunt and uncle came at like 2 and brought more presents and then kat and josh came and i hung out with rachele and melissa most of the day and we watched sisterhood of the traveling pants and talked to kat and watched videos and ate ALOT ALOT ALOT and got incredably fat (: i love love love love christmas.<br /><br />i got some clothes and cute socks and makeup and things and fake lip rings from kat lols which was a good idea because now i've relized that getting my lip pierced would be a bad idea cause i looked really lame, but they are still fun to pretend with. and i have like $500+ dollars to spend&lt;3 and i cannot wait to go shopppinggg, but my mom wont take me tommorrow &gt;:O and i really wanna go and im gonna beg her but if not im gonna go tuesday (:<br /><br />MERRY CHRISTMASSS SLUTSSSSSSSSS. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:11994 2005-12-20T00:02:16Z 2005-12-20T00:02:16Z hollywood undead<3 so im starting to like this boy<br />which is a mistake<br />cause things NEVER work out<br />but whatever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:11556 2005-12-18T14:31:07Z 2005-12-18T14:31:07Z hair <3 T.E.N FRIDAY - walked to stevens with jena nico matt and some annoying kid then walked around dag and went back to lyman hall for the game; which was boring and basiclly no one was there and matt snapped tryese yumyum in 2 pieces and i pretty much wanted to die lmao. after the game me and jena went back to my house, got ready & stuff and went out to friendlys with drew and em and danny met us there. after friendlys we went over to the movies and like kelly emily rachele matt chris and all the eighth graders were there and we finally went into a movie. it was kinda lame, but thats only cause i cant sit through movies i get bored easily. then we just hung out for awhile untill we got picked up, and jena came back to my house and wee talked + stuffs and yea (:<br /><br />YESTERDAY - i slept until like 1ish, then called kell to see what she was doing and she said they were all going to the hockey game so i was like whatever ill just go. so emily picked me up and we went; and it was pretty much boring and i saw robbie and i was staring at him cause i couldnt figure out if it was him or not and i felt dumb lol after the game we went back to emilys + ate then we went to wallingford pizza with jena danny matt phil and gary. and the guy working there was pretty sketchy so after about.. hm; 2 hours we left and stood outside and stuck pads to garys car (: and then we dropped jena off and we all went back to kells for the night and we watched another movie and talked and em and rach fell asleep and me and kelly stayed up watching next for half the night pretty much pissing our pants at this one guy.<br />me - "im not going to here the word next *long pause* cause i have an anaconda in my pants."<br />kelly - "i tryed to catch that little fucker. but he was just tooooo fast"<br />LMAO. i love kelly<br />and evetually we fell asleep and such and it was a fun night <br /><br />TODAY - i just got back from kells, and it is going to be an extremly boring day kthx. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:11448 2005-12-16T02:47:23Z 2005-12-16T02:47:23Z the early november i dont write in this like at all<br />pretty much cause im lazy<br />and alllll i do is complain anways<br />and im sure no one really cares.<br />but whatever;<br />school has been outstandingly boring<br />and i dread waking up and going every<br />day, thats pretty much why i stay home<br />alllll the time. <br />the only thing im excited about<br />is that fact that there are only<br />25 more days untill my monday nights<br />at 10:30 will be cheerful&lt;333 because<br />ashley angels show is starting on<br />january 9th (: hdfkjsdh i feel like<br />im in 5h grade again obessing over<br />an x-boyband member. but fuck that<br />he is amazing and such =X<br />tommorrow is friday and this weekend<br />is most likely gonna suck. cause im<br />just gonna tag along with whatever<br />my friend wanna do and they are gonna<br />be all happy cause they have boyfriends<br />or people that like them and im just<br />useless. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:11097 2005-12-11T03:50:32Z 2005-12-11T03:50:32Z last night me and jena went out to dinner with drew brendan jimmy and <br />danny and it was fun, cause i love those boys and we ate sooooo much<br />and our bill wound up being $91 =X oops. after dinner we all went<br />back to jenuhh's and went in the HOTTUB&lt;3 and had our hottub confessions<br />lmao. and stayed in for wayyy too long lols, and they dared me to get out <br />and run through the snow and kiss the tree, so naturally.. i did lols<br />and then drew dared me too roll in to snow and ahh it was so cold ):<br />after the hottub we went back in and changed and attempted to watch<br />a movie, then the boys went home and me and jena went upstairs and <br />layed down and talked untill we fell asleep. <br /><br />in the morning we woke up and MADE JENA A NEW MYSPACE SINCE SOME<br />HOMO WITH NO LIFE THAT DELETED 800 OF HER FRIENDS AND CHANGED HER PASSWORD<br />THEN TRIED TO LIE ABOUT IT AND GOT BUSTED screwed up her other one. and<br />we went to jame's game in hartford and then i went back home and we<br />all went to kims with a bunch of kids and made smores and had funn :)<br /><br />uhm; me and drew had a talk and now i reliezed im gratefull that i have <br />the friends that i have. because they are amazing. and ive come to relieze <br />that i was such a bitch for ignoring them for so long when i thought i was <br />cool or something for having these new "friends" that i was warned about <br />and everyone was like oh car dont hang out with them, hes weird.. shes weird<br />whatever but i did anyways, and looking back at it. it was the biggest<br />waste of time ever, all those new "friends" of mine either backstabbed me<br />or made me feel like shit at one point or another and now they mean absolutly<br />nothing to me and i dont even want them in my life in any way at all and well.. <br />pretty much no one compares to my other friends kthx&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:10958 2005-12-09T12:56:33Z 2005-12-09T12:56:33Z taste of christmas <p>uhm; so i always forget to update :(</p> <p>well the past few days have been boring<br>i didnt go to school like at all this<br>week it seems like, maybe because i HATE<br>it..</p> <p>i woke up at 5:30 today to check the tv<br>and see if school was cancelled, which<br>it issss :) but i couldnt fall back asleep<br>so now im really bored sitting here waiting<br>for everyone to wake up. idunno what im<br>doing today but if i get stuck inside im<br>gonna die &gt;:( </p> <p>oh yea, so uhm the so called trio<br>.. they're done, eh not a suprise.<br></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:10557 2005-12-07T00:07:45Z 2005-12-07T00:07:45Z my eyes burn im having a bad day.<br />i just want to go to bed<br />and not go to school..forever<br />cause school is such a WASTE of my time<br />i have better things to do<br /><br />oh yea<br />and once upon a time<br />i had this bestfriend<br />and he was cool, and we<br />would laugh at his bass<br />farts and my big nose together<br />will someone please tell me where my bestfriend ran off to? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:10422 2005-12-04T20:51:31Z 2005-12-04T20:51:31Z confession of a broken <3 friday - me and jena and greg went out to taco bell. and had fun and greg took dumb pictures of me with my hairs in big pigtails and jenas scarf wrapped around me like a ninja. and everyone was staring at me. lols but then we went to rented movies and hung out at kims where we all started to reliezed that we must have gotten food poisioning so we layed around all night being sickly and dumb. then i went back to jenas and we made a cd and layed in bed and talked about how similar we are and how we seem like losers for sitting in bed on a friday night being sick together lols iloveher :)<br /><br />saturday - me jena emily kelly and rachele went to the mall for the WHOLEE day and we had lunch at the rainforest cafe and i NEVER laughed so hard before in my life! we were so obnoxious and everyone half an hour when there was a thunderstorm we screamed so loud and held up out forks and chanted and this guy kept walking buy and he would laugh at us and we would make random noises and we watched the 5 year olds birthday party behind us and pissed our pants at all the little kids spazzing after they ate cake and my stomach hurt so bad from laughing. it was great kthx. then we shopped some more and i got a fob shirt from hot topic and the guy there was sooooo HOT, and he had 00 gauges BUT he had a wife cause he told me about her. i was like um ew bye. and we met this guy from queer eye for the straight guy and i didnt know who he was, but thats okay cause he told me that me and my friends were pretty :) and me and jena talked to this sweet security gaurd and we stole cookies for him and he was dumb and amazing. and then we all went and got our makeup done at clineque cause we got bored. and after we went to drews with him brendan jimmy matt and nico and hung out and had fun and then me jena kell and rach slept at jenas house and had some good talks :) cause i pretty much love those girls.<br /><br />today - IS BORING AND DUMB AND I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMMORROWWWWWWW &gt;:O urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:10169 2005-12-01T23:22:02Z 2005-12-01T23:22:02Z yule shoot your eye out k so<br />im sending this to the north pole..<br /><br />xwithXaXbulletx: Dear Santa,<br />xwithXaXbulletx: I've been a really good girl this year.<br />xwithXaXbulletx: Despite all the shit that your buddy god threw at me.<br />xwithXaXbulletx: So I think I deserve something really amazing and special this year.<br />xwithXaXbulletx: A BOY.<br />xwithXaXbulletx: Now, I know you only have a lot of elvesi n the north pole, but I also happen to know that you make a lot of stops before you come to my house on Christmas eve.<br />xwithXaXbulletx: What would be so wrong with stopping at the house of a really cute and perfect boy and waking him up and throwing him in your bag and putting him with me?<br />xwithXaXbulletx: Nothing, that's what.<br />xwithXaXbulletx: Thank you Santa. <br /><br />me and char want cute boys for christmas &lt;333333<br />the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:9938 2005-11-29T03:18:26Z 2005-11-29T03:18:26Z theused. blue&yellow I HATE DYING MY HAIR<br />K SO<br />I DYE RE-DYE IT BLACK CAUSE I WAS ALL FADED AND MY ROOTS WERE DUMB<br />AND THEN I WASH IT AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF<br />LET IT DRY<br />AND I GO TO PUT THE PINK IN<br />AND I DO AND IM ALL HAPPY<br />AND THEN AFTER 45ISH MINUTES I WASH IT OUT<br />AND NOTHINGS THERE<br />ITS JUST BLACK STILL AND DUMB<br />&gt;:O<br />AND MY MOMS LIKE " DFHSKLDJFH YOU SHOULD HAVE WAITED TILL<br />TOMMORROW TO PUT THE PINK IN CAUSE YOUR HAIR CANT TAKE TO<br />TWO COLORS IN ONE NIGHT JUST WAIT RAWR " AND SHE WAS RIGHTTTTT<br />I HATE THAT<br />THE PINK DIDNT STICK CAUSE MY HAIR WAS ALL CHEMICLLY AND SUCH<br />FROM THE BLACK DYE<br />SJDFHKSDHFKSJDHFLKSHDFLKJSDFH<br />NOW MY HAIR IS JUST PLAIN <br />AND NORMAL<br />JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSES<br />KSDJHKSJFHJSDFHKJFHKLSJDHFLKJSDHFKJSHDFKJ<br />EW. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:9564 2005-11-28T01:38:58Z 2005-11-28T01:38:58Z thanksgiving was dumb.<br />i ate.. alot<br />watched holes with josh<br />then passed out lols<br /><br />i spent the rest of the weekend at jenas house. we did pretty much nothing except we went to half moon with natttttt and talked for awhile cause i cant get enough of that girl&lt;333 lol and emily came over jenas and we went in the hottub like 6 times to amuse ourselves and then.. we colored :) cause we are just that amazing.<br /><br />i just got off the phone with kelly alittle bit ago and i talked to her for like 2 hours about a few hot boys that i cant seem to stop talking about lol SIGH; i miss kelly. we dont talk like at all anymore unless we are in english class. but im always in a bad mood in english cause MISS ALLEN IS GAY. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:9248 2005-11-24T19:00:37Z 2005-11-24T19:00:37Z the used *GASP*<br />i forgot!<br />the other day at powder puff<br />i saw the gorgeous boy i saw at friendlys<br />a few weeks ago AGAIN. its destiny lols<br /><br />anways..<br /><br />HAPPY THANKSGIVING<br />i just got back from the thanksgiving<br />game at sheehan, that was fun/cold :)<br />lols and now im waiting for everyone<br />to get here so we can eatttt YAY&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:9193 2005-11-24T03:38:40Z 2005-11-24T03:38:40Z yay @ today being fun.<br /><br />we had a half day <br />then i went to powder puff<br />and stayed on the sheehan side<br />with NAT&lt;33333333333333 because<br />ilovelovelovelove her. and now<br />im pretty much jealous because<br />sheehan boys are fucking.. gorgeous :)<br />and i want to transfer right now kthx<br />but yea so that was fun and i finally<br />talked to robbie! which was exciting<br />only cause we planned to meet each<br />other like 5 months ago lols. and i<br />introduced myself to some people cause<br />hmm. i like meeting new kids :) and after<br />the game i went home and got ready<br />and went to the movies with jena jimmy<br />brendan mike kevin nico and matt and<br />we saw some lame movie and then we walked<br />to taco bell and then stop&shop and we<br />ran around and mike found a toy guitar and<br />i ran around with it and i rocked out<br />all hardcore-ish and it was fun then<br />then jenas mom picked us up at friendlys<br />THANKSGIVING TOMMORROWWW. yes ilovefood :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:8729 2005-11-23T00:17:31Z 2005-11-23T00:17:31Z my american heart so this is the plan for the rest of my miserable life :)<br />- become a super fly black ninja with char<br />- kill this boy<br />- write tradgic songs about it<br />- become an overrated popstars together<br />- buy a hugeeeeee house<br />- and buy two pink poodles named fluffy & fluffier :)<br />- lay around in our yard all day and listen to sweet music and eat pb&j sandwhichs.<br /><br />k so <br />today was lame<br />tommorrow is only a half day WOO.<br />and then we have powder puff<br />and im hopefully going to the movies<br />to see RENT&lt;3 with drew and some others<br />yayy. well im cold cause i just got out <br />of the shower so im gonna go dry my hair :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:8586 2005-11-21T19:38:50Z 2005-11-21T19:38:50Z mcr K SO..<br />i think im sick or something<br />people hate me<br />and im like not sad, i walked away from my computer last night laughing<br />and i laughed all day about it<br />i just dont care<br />and to be honest.. i like it :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:8307 2005-11-20T02:51:28Z 2005-11-20T02:51:28Z houston calls last night was homecomingggggg.<br />and it wasnt as bad as i expected :)<br />we all went to nicos and took pictures<br />and then went to the school and idunno<br />it was just kinda fun which was really<br />suprising cause i was convinced it would<br />suck and i only got in a bad mood around<br />the end cause just things. and after<br />homecoming me jena kelly emily rachele<br />drew brendan and danny slept at jena's <br />and we hung out the whole time and wactched<br />movies and when we woke up we woke up the<br />boys and had a big breakfast and talked<br />and it was really fun :) then we all went<br />to the freshman football game at like 11<br />and after the game the me and the girls<br />went back to jenas and then we went to<br />see HARRY POTTERRRRRRRR&lt;33 with a bunch<br />of people, and then jena came back here<br />and we hung out and went to chillis with<br />my mom and we saw costa rica and i was<br />happy cause that kid is amazing DUH, and<br />then i just dropped jena off and im sitting<br />here eating and listening to music, and yea<br /><br />oh. yea. how could i forget, jena and kurt are on a<br />break :( and im sad cause i love those two more than<br />anyone in the world and its just weird and im in an<br />akward position cause i feel bad for the two of them<br />and idunno but me and kurt talked today and he reasured<br />me that we were still the trio&lt;3 and always will be<br />and he still wants to hang out with us all the time and<br />well i just hope things all fall into place eventually :/<br /><br />p.s<br />i give up on boys,<br />FOREVERR.<br />kthx &lt;/3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:7971 2005-11-17T21:50:59Z 2005-11-17T21:50:59Z fob hollister special HOMECOMING IS TOMMORROW.<br />ew<br /><br />i got freakin jumped today by gary and some <br />others they surrounded me and tickled me and<br />stole my studded belt :( and some kid named<br />tyler ran away with it, but he gave it back<br />to me before 4th period. lolol BUT on the way<br />back to lunch gary and his "crew" lol tried<br />to put me in a garbage can and they blocked<br />the hall so i couldnt get through, luckily<br />this kid i know pushed gary out of the way<br />and i ran down the hall way :) i didnt have<br />to present my civics project because we ran<br />out of time and i got a 78 on my math test<br />which is actually kind good considering i've<br />been completly lost in that class lately.<br />so i guess today was alright, i think im gonna<br />go call jena cause she called before but my<br />mom was on the phone so i couldnt talk. kbye&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:7867 2005-11-17T00:42:20Z 2005-11-17T00:42:20Z p!atd today was decent<br />only cause i had english with kell and nezz<br />lunch with jena and joshhh :) since he skipped 3rd period lolol<br />and study hall with rach and em<br />too bad i HATE my classes tommorrow =/<br /><br />jena told me that TAI, panic! at the disco, and hellogoodbye<br />are allll coming to the webster in febuary. YAY &lt;3 cant wait<br />EW @ homecoming being friday<br />and EW at me deciding going when i really wasnt gonna =/<br />ohwell.<br />well jena just called and she is real sad and now i need to cheer her up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:7595 2005-11-15T00:51:48Z 2005-11-15T00:51:48Z mcr today was okay.<br />i found my future husband on myspace LOL<br />he is pretty much the hottest kid ever<br />and he lives in CT<br />only somewhere far awayyy :(<br />and i havent talked to him yett<br />but when he adds me. i will&lt;3 LOL<br />AND<br />i cannot wait to go to coldstone<br />because they are selling CAKEBATTER icecream AGAIN&lt;3<br />cause they stopped for awhile cause people got sick<br />but its back<br />and OMG im so happy only cause its my favorite everrr urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:7283 2005-11-14T21:32:35Z 2005-11-14T21:32:35Z matchbook romance EW IGNORE THAT POST BELOW<br />IT WAS LATE<br />AND I WAS BEING DUMB AND DRAMATIC<br />AND <br />EW @ ME BEING A FAGGOT<br />&gt;:O urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:7067 2005-11-14T03:37:38Z 2005-11-14T03:37:38Z the spill canvas k SO, i cant go to bed cause i slept alll day and im not tired :[ and im an idiot for sleeping all day cause right now i want more than anything just to fall asleep and end this horrible day. i am so depressed sometimes it scares me. there, ill put it out in the open. maybe im being over dramatic but idunno im never in a good mood, the other night at the movies was like the first good night ive had in a while. i dont think me kurt and jena are going to homecoming anymore cause we all realyyyy dont want to and i know for a fact that if we do go, it will suck. ill be in a bad mood the whole time. and i will probably wind up seeing things i dont wanna see (dontask) and ill cry because i cry over EVERYTHINGGGG lately like its weird, ive cryed more in the past weekend than i have in like a year. i wish i wasnt unhealthly obsessed with myspace cause right now i just want to delete mine. i dont want to see dumb comments people leave eachother or dumb comments i get. just a sugestion if your gonna comment my pictures dont tell me they are <em>fucking gay</em>, cause thats not what i wanna hear <strong><u>IDIOT</u></strong>. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:6818 2005-11-13T05:55:01Z 2005-11-13T05:55:01Z motioncitysoundtrack YAY AT TONITE BEING THE FUNNIEST NIGHT EVERRR :]<br /><br />me and jena went to the movies with people but not everyone showed up so we wound up going to friendlys first and i got food and my little kid icecream&lt;3 like always DUH and we called greg while we were there and he came. then we walked back to the movies and me jena greg and drew and saw SAW2 again cause the guys hadnt seen it yett. and the wholeeeee god damn time we told hilarious masterbation stories and almost pissed our pants and greg is like the funniest kid ive ever met in my entire left and i could not stop laughing the wholeee night. after the movie he brought us home and we rocked out to fall out boy in the car and talked about keys in vaginas and lobsters and butt plugs and woww... long night lol well me and jena are talking now and stuffs and OH YEAAA jenas mom gave us the camerea adapter back so we put up new pictures ( psttt. you should comment them ) but yea im gonna go. kbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:6587 2005-11-12T17:12:20Z 2005-11-12T17:12:20Z spill canvas dear idiot that keeps leaving me anonymous comments,<br />GROW BALLS & DIE. kthx<br /><br />anyways. the other day i went to the mall jena kim kurt taylor and char. and me and jena got matching white studded belts woooo. and it was kinda fun for the majority of the night, but the end.. well, lets leave it at that. *sigh*<br /><br />last night was the football game. and it was DUMB and i was so cold i thought i was going to die and i couldnt feel my feet cause they were numb BUT me jena and kurt all have sweet vans now and we match and look cool =) yayy. and before the game ended greg smuggled like 6 girls into his car and brought us to kims house and there was like 2934870 boys and it was REAL BORING and i wanted to like die. and after everyone left at like 12 we were all talking and me jena rach and em painted our nails, well i painted my toes cause i practiclly have no finger nails due to my excessive biting my nails habit =( anyways.. then they all fell asleep and i stayed up and talked to kims sister for an hour and then she went upstairs so i finally went to bed. and then kims mom woke us up early and i was like ksjdf;dsfh SHOOT ME!! and now im back here with jena and she is putting diamonds on her phone to make it pretty and we are bored and.. yea kbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rawr_its_carly:6292 2005-11-10T02:01:24Z 2005-11-10T02:01:24Z THESPILLCANVAS<3 i hate homecoming<br />i hate my disgusting skinnyness<br />i hate my paleness<br />i hate SHOPPING WITH MY MOTHER<br /><br />on the plus side<br />i got two dresses cause i couldnt decide which one i wanted and i wanted to get both so i could show jena and she could help me decide. but i think i already know which one im gonna wear and the more i try it on and look at it, the more i like it =] so that makes me kinda happy i suppose. but i still need to get shoes and jewlery and get my nails done and figure out what im doing with my hair since its all short now and my makeup *SIGHHHHHHHHHH* at stress.